I didn't want to write an entry tonight, but I needed an outlet.
My heart bleeds these days because of certain changes.
Three days ago, in an unexpected move, I was stunned by an announcement.
I put on a mask and pretended that I was far from being affected. I'm not sure if I was successful, but I tried to be as cerebral as possible. No tinge of emotion should betray the real me. I saw the announcement as a joke. I played with it. But I knew that I was on denial.
I'm sad. No.
It's an understatement.
I am devastated.
This feeling I met some months ago when I had to detach myself from individuals who have been part of my life.
I was not ready to welcome such feeling again.
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